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Well, I'm alive and back.
I stopped for awhile and traveled (not far) and spent time with family (and got yelled at ) and stuff.
LOL
So technically had no life AHAHAH
Anyways, I was thinking of starting a whole new account on Deviant, but I didn't finish my fic. I highly doubt anyone cares or anything, but I made a deal with myself to finish my fic, because, I want to know myself what happends in the end.
Even though I didn't update on Deviant I did continue "Love Blossom" on my own time.
So updates should be faster and longer untill I like run out of the chapters I have written.
And I'll admit I haven't written a lot... for an year that is...
   I have written another fan fic with the same characters (because I like them) but with a different plot and some different characters.
       But I won't like put it up, because it needs some tweaks and correcting.
I know I suck for leaving and coming back and leaving again. And then I came back again, because I'd be kinda ticked if someone did that to me... but I am back.
I want to apoligize for being a loser and stuff ^^
                 AGAIN I highly doubt anyone cares or anything, but I am back, and I need to finish for myself...

I havent been on Deviant for I dunno a LONG time. So I guess nobody wants to hear from me.
    But I just want to say I'm probably not going to go on anymore, and stuff. But I am almost finish my fic so I did finish it. But I'm probably never going to go on again/
       So people who wanted to read the end-ish, I'm really sorry for not going on and everything.
      Bye <3

I;m so sorry for not updating and so on
I'm really sorry!!!
My grandfather passed away last week and I just felt really horrible an I didnt feel like writing or anything. I really loved him and yeah...
I'm okay now though..I'll probably update sssooonn...i promise
I'm really sorry I didn't update..there just was a gap in my life...I feel better NOW so don't worry~
I know he's in a better place now so I'm okay

For people who were worried that I was at home cutting myself and being emo because of JunSu and TaeYeon, DONT WORRY!!!
I am in perfect condition~ Well...I'm still mad and a little upset but I'm happy for JunSu...TaeYeon not too much though XD
Well...I will be happy if JunSu is happy and still smiling adorably, I am okay. Plus I dont think they are dating anywayz! IF they are dating  and TaeYeon breaks his heart THAT is when I'll like attack her

The reason I didn't write on Thursday was because I was depressed.
#1 I couldnt go to the Hollywood Bowl. Like my dad promised me I could go..but I decided to go to Ottawa instead because I totally forgot about it TT.TT I'm stupppiiidd~
#2 I just found out that Taeyeun from SNSD and Xiah Junsu may be dating... AAHH~
I'm like ssoo sad/happy. I really am happy for him..if it's true...I dont think it is because i saw the videos and they really are'nt convincing...But yeah...
I guess I should be happy for him and stuff....well...I will be in about a hour probably
Im just kinda sad now...I am dumb fan, i know!
Well...I guess I'll write now...
I think..it's not true because it was like a friendly high five..but people say he held her hand...for like 2 minutes?? I DONT THINK SO!!!
Well..I dont hate her, I promise!!! I'm actually a fan of her
I feel bad for her though. I mean Cassiopa<--i dont think thats the right spelling
the fansite is going to attack her...you know how protective they can be...OoOh~
LOL!! JK....I'm happy now....hehe~
Writing is good for the soul!!!